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He crept in his wheelchair on the building rooftop
towards the little child watching the flocks of
birds sliding smoothly in the blue sky. He tapped,
with his cold palm, on the little warm fore-arm and
whispered:
-You remind me a great deal of your late brother,
Abbass..
The child sighed and asked:
-Was he fond of birds, too?
-Not only fond of birds, he was simply mad about
them…
The disabled old man remained quiet for a little
while and added:
-He used to spend most of his time in the same place
where you are standing right now, all alone,
watching the blue sky and the dancing birds as they
fly higher and higher..
As he noticed the little child’s interest, he
carried on:
“He was maniacally fond of birds. I remember that He
asked me, once, about birds’ means of communication
and I said that they communicate by singing out
their needs and desires. Oh, how- he- lo- ved- the-
i-dea ! he shouted :
-How wonderful, daddy, it is to sing out your words
instead of saying them plainly!
Then, with more excitement, he asked:
-What about food, daddy?!
I answered him that birds do not have food problems
: they have their nourishment at anytime and from
any field in the world because the world turns
smaller when you fly, and quite at hand. That is the
reason why birds seem to enjoy a high degree of
self-esteem, refusing ready-made nests, building
their haunts with their own beaks. Some of them will
rise their pride roof the highest possible refusing
to live outside the beautiful seasons of the year,
migrating from north of the globe to south of it, in
search of and good food a warm sun.
Once, Abbass surprised me:
-Can I fly , daddy ?
I denied because our ancestors had spoilt on us the
chance of flying from the very beginning of our
existence on Mother Earth. But he would protest
energetically:
-What have to do with my ancestors, daddy? I am
asking about myself ...
And I had to rationalize the situation:
Our ancestors had to try flying earlier in time so
that they might have acquired wings and transmitted
us their ability to fly. But they did not. That is
why we are now here on the ground, wingless.
Yet, Abbass would always find solutions to match his
rising enthusiasm:
- I’ll put feathers on my arms and I’ll fly away .
I answered that wings cannot be worn .Wings , like
facial features, are inherited.
-I won’t stay nailed here. I want to fly.
-You won’t .
-I will.
I had tried, before him, what he was brooding over.
At his age, I myself had tried flying from the edge
of this very rooftop, indifferent to the crowd of
neighbours down the street, below me, spreading
sheets from their corners and imploring me not to
commit suicide:
-Don’t kill yourself! you’ll incur God’s wrath on
you...
-I’m not going to kill myself , I’ m going to fly
away...
But I threw myself from where you are standing now ,
and instead of flying , I fell so heavily that the
sheets stretched for me were torn and I collided
with the solidity of the ground and had my legs
broken. The result is this: I do not fly, I creep
... wysiwyg, my son: what you see in me is what you
will surely get…
Yet, Abbass, you late brother, grew fonder of birds’
lives and offspring and songs until I found myself
once crawling in my wheelchair to look deep down the
street , below the building, where my neighbours
crowded to bandage split skull of your late brother
who attempted to fly, imprudently ”…
The disabled father withdrew his cold hand off the
child’s fore-arm in order to outline the conclusion
from this fable. Yet , the little child preceded
him, with his face always focused on the far-away
horizon:
-Don’t be afraid, daddy. I’ll follow neither your
way nor Abbass’s...
Then, firmly :
-I will fly, daddy, and I will succeed in my try.
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